it's been a while

i'm amazed i haven't written in the long while since my last post. i had predicted ample time during which i would vehemently pour out my tormented feelings on the web for the world (by "world" i mean the three of you who might be slightly interested in my life) to read. indeed i have more time now, that i am back home on vacation from school, but oddly, without the pressing need to get an awful assignment done, i haven't been able to summon the will to self-reflect. perhaps the truest sentiments can only be manifested into words in the most inconvenient of times. it is either this or my desperation to avoid being productive when i have to be.

since i've come back home i've spent the days drinking tea and reading porn. i would often pity myself, which would inspire in me the doomed resolution to write a blog entry, but then i'd be aroused again and continue my marathon of vicarious sex.

the other day i was outrageously inebriated at a little get-together with my childhood friends causing regret the next day. i told myself: never again shall i imbibe the devil's brew. some day i will permit a glass of wine, no more, with my dinner, but that will be the extent of my drinking habit.

there are several things that i'm excited to write about, such as my new year's resolutions, my reflections on the past semester, my novel monthly projects, my hypothetical love life, my new outlook on personal expenditures, my diet, etc. but for now i shall retire to bed. prepare for a series of amazing posts!